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jus realize i can't even take bread. was eating croissant yesterday and had difficulty biting it. can you imagine it? the bread is so soft and i still have difficulty biting into it. therefore i have to actually use my saliva to wet it before swallowing it down. i really hope that the pain will be eased after one week. i have to abstain from solid food for one week. so porridge for this week is a must. the pain wasn't too bad after all, at least i have my painkillers with me. but i cannot keep relying on them. i will take 2 every morning for this whole week. i dont want the pain to be unbearable. i realize that the side of my mouth is having ulcers and the doctor told me i can use a thing to actually stop the braces from touching my mouth. the braces is quite sharp at the side. but he only told me i can use at certain position. so i dont know whether i should put that thing there or not. it isnt that serious though. will be having analytical chemistry practical assignment tomorrow and actually have already prepared for it. but hope the test will be quite simple. general microbiology lesson is cancelled tomorrow due to the cross country at east coast park. wont be going for the cross country as i think the practical assignment is more important. dont want to have to retake it on a later date. anyway, it's only on liquid-liquid extraction and it should be easy using the soxhlet apparatus. the morning lesson is cancelled tomorrow and i only have to be in school in the late morning. after the test i will be free, but have to do some revisions for the upcoming tests next week. lab maths and general microbiology tests are all on the same day. hope that i can complete my revision by sunday. then next saturday will be chinese new year eve, which i will be having reunion dinner with my family and my aunt's and my uncle's family. by then, i should be able to take solid food, but maybe not too hard. must really take care of the braces. it's not cheap. next month must really do well in the exams. 12 march-laboratory mathematics. 14 march-general microbiology. during chinese new year will have to sleep later in the night. need to revise a lot of work, but i know i can make it. will do my best. there will be 2 days of holidays, on monday and tuesday so i can burn the midnight oil on weekends. i still have to study for my laboratory safety and practice test which falls on the 27 of febuary. then after this test, i think the module should end. same goes for my laboratory mathematics and general microbiology, after the exams, the module will end. and by next term, i will be taking different modules and also promoted to year 2. i really hope i will be selected for the environmental workshop organised by NEA. wanna learn something about the environment and maybe apply it to my daily life. not sure if i will be selected or not but if really possible, i hope to attend the workshop during the two days-17 and 18 march. during the march and april holidays, dont really know what to do, hope can find a job. maybe realwork by that time? realwork is basically working in my school. one hour-$5. if there is, i will surely apply. that time got apply and was chosen for the realwork but i decline it, as i was taken ill. so i gave the oppotunity to my friend. but this time, i will surely apply and hope i get chosen. if there isnt any realwork, then maybe i'll ask my friends for lobang. hope i can a good job during the holidays. but i will surely be shopping during the holidays. want to get certain things. so been saving up. need to get bags and shoes and some accesories. by the way, hope that tomorrow will be a success for my test. ciaoz!