I wanted You.

I wanted You. -Ina


Lately I've been thinking 'bout wat i can do
I've been stressing to fall back in love with you
I'm so sorry that I couldn't follow through
But I can't go on this way
I've got to stop it babe
You've been wonderful in all that you can be
But it hurts when you say that you understand me
So believe me I, I am sorry I.. I am sorry I, I

I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I love
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you

I've been pushing hard to open up the door
Trying to take us back to where we were before
But I'm done I just can't do this anymore
Cause we can't be mended
So let's stop pretending now
We've been walking round in circles for some time
And I think we should head for the finish line
So believe me I, I am sorry I.. I am sorry I, I

I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I love
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you, yeah

I, I I'm so sorry baby but
I, I I've got to pack up and leave but
I, I'll always remember how we came close to be
And what I wanted to be
I wanted you baby
Oooooh Yeahh
I wanted you
I wanted, I wanted you

I wanted you to be there when I fall (I wanted you to be there, yeahhh)
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I love (Ooh ooh)
I wanted you, I wanted you (I wanted you oh)
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need (I wanted you to know me just how down deep yeah)
I wanted you to know just how down deep (I wanted you to know just how)
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you
I.. I wanted you, I wanted you



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i really do not know now..
i've let go of you.

Harbourfront with the lovely!

Took some time off and accompanied my girlfriend to vivocity. Initially, we walked aimlessly. To us, we can hardly find anything that we wanna get because of the price. It's too steep! Walked and walked, walked till harbourfront centre macs and we both grabbed a bite there. I love their garlic chilli. haha! =)

after some chit chatting and catching up with her, we headed back to vivocity. I was asking her whether vivo has the shop called diva, which is famously known for their accessories. She said no, but to my amazement, somewhere around forever 21, there's this small area whereby diva is having sales! $3 per item. How good is that? I do not really like what diva has and I'm no fan of them. Lol. I prefer more unique stuff I guess. Handmade etc. Shannon went and joined the crowd and got what she wanted from there and I went over to forever 21 to get my desired ribbon hairband. Got it at 7bucks which is reasonable to me. My hairbands are getting old and a few has to be thrown away soon because their colour is fading and I have one which is going to crack very soon! Lol.

We enjoyed time together spent and sometimes I feel that our hectic schedules make us hard to find time for each other, but I promise I will spend more time with my girlfriends during the one month long September holidays! Sometimes I need time to revise my work at home and also take time to rest as my participation in the NDP09 rehearsals can be quite tiring, as well as spend time with family at home.

I love the piece of clothing(blazer+inner dress) given to me by Yin Fong. Super comfy! (=

I need to start revising for chemistry. The first UT grade was a little disappointing as I screwed the first question up! =( but I do hope I will score well for the next 2 UTs. Yes I will! =)

Gonna rest well later and get ready for NDP09 combined rehearsal 3 tomorrow. Till then!

whats up recently?

alot of things. really. had lunch with Clifford the other day, and its great to see that hes doing well. I've been thinking of going back to church. but due to certain circumstances, it's kinda hard for me to go.. but its been a desire for me wanting to go back. I know I need to, but I dont know when my parents will finally say a yes.

Been quarantined for the sixth day already. All I have been doing is e-learning, online shopping(without buying), reading books and watching movies on mio tv. I've caught beverly hills chihuahua and a little of high school musical 3. Gonna complete watching high school musical 3 soon. Started on the book my adult leader gave me, and I dont know why tears streaked down my cheeks after the first chapter. I've realised things that I do not know in the first chapter and I know I should receive breakthroughs in the boundaries that have been stopping me from getting emotionally healed.

wanted to practice yoga. but through this book, I've realised that yoga to some christians is a nono as its actions are in relation to Hinduism. I went to forums and checked and some christians are okay with it whereas others are not. Hmmm, but if you just think that its a healthy sport and not condemn it, I think its okay for the human body to practice it. Mum and sis went to robinsons sale at expo yesterday and got me a book on yoga. Im in a dilemma as to whether I should practice it or not. Will approach my brother for advice.

been compiling notes here and there because understanding test 2 is coming up. but as I went along doing, I feel that sometimes paying attention in class is the most important factor in understanding certain points. I've been paying attention in class ok!~

I'm in a world full of hopes.
=)

boring..

when you are being asked to be quarantined for a week at home. E-learning has to be done via the learning portal and it isn't fun to be working all alone as RP will allocate groups for us everyday. The reason why I'm being quarantined is quite simple, but I shall not divulge it here to protect RP's reputation.

okay!~ back to e-learning.

Changi Beach on Dad's day!

We went picnic! At Changi Beach! But Dad couldnt make it the last minute due to work, hence it was a little disappointing. I had fun riding the bicycle with cousin Michelle though and the breeze there was really good! It has been a long while since I ever ride on the bike and I really appreciate those who took their time down to be there as well.

Pictures overload.















we stayed there till 8plus. had a little caught up with my cousin and she poured out some woes to me too. It's always good to share. Just hope that she will do well enough for her N levels and get to her desired school. I have been coaching her on wednesdays(since there's no school) and really do hope that she can learn a skill.
All the best!=)

Lately..

I've been having massage sessions. And I'm grateful that the masseur isnt charging me. Call it a blessing. =) I know what my body requires now and sometimes have to abstain from drinking cold drinks. had a small tiff with mum today and she said that I'm cranky. And yes, I have to admit that I am. The time of the month is coming.. Lol. Holidays have been quite bored for me, most days been revising for the two understanding test next week. Hope that I will do well for both! =) been having too much chocolates already. But I'm loving this brand of chocolates. GODIVA. Thanks to my aunt who has been giving them to me. Will put up one of the picture of it. GODIVA is located at citylink. =) rehearsals of NDP09 tomorrow.

period.

our day's out!

me and my girlfriend went to college east for NDP motivator's training. and thereafter chiong out of the school to go to town! It's been a long while since we shopped there! And it was the second day of the GSS, so we decided to head there to see if there's anything we wanted to get.




she was looking for a belt, but nothing caught her eye.
I spent $25 on 3 tees at cotton on! my fav! Their material there is awesome and comfortable! I gave one tee to my sis! =) Will only go there if there's sales.


earlier in the morning:

RP 1

most of them are from RP1(above)


I'm enjoying all of their training. Though it's getting more and more hectic, it's all worth it.
We have to keep practising their dance steps as we will be performing for the very first segment of the show. I'm crossing my fingers that I will be able to do it well!

5 hours.

i just finish mugging for 5 hours.
chemistry ut1 will be held tomorrow.
biochemistry ut1 will be held next friday.
holidays will be from 30th may till 14june.
please come quickly.
need some rest now.
period.

21st happiest! =)

had a great birthday! thanks for all the blessings and well wishes!~ thanks for coming to celebrate with me pals. I love you guys all! This will be a memorable one as I'm 21! Fun, laughter, talks and joy I had yesterday!~

Every year as I turn older, my thinking differs, and alot of things has changed in me throughout the years.

Now, after been through alot of things and thinking, I begin to reflect upon the past and sometimes feel that the mistakes I made are silly, but I've learnt lessons from them and will never repeat again.
thanks to my parents for continuing to guide and teach me all these years.



thank you for the pressies!~




donovan.



my tiramisu cake.




her presence made my day. thanks for coming Jessica.

Shannon came too, but she left early.

On the day itself, I also went to college east for NDP motivators training. Most probably I'm already in. Means saturdays would be quite tiring and hectic for me. the NE programs are 12noon-1030pm. but thank God that I have a companion. My buddy Yin Fong. This time, Im not going as an audience(which Im always blessed to go almost every year since Im in P3.) but as a motivator. We had our sizes taken for the costume(which is like carebear) and had some icebreaker games. I think RP is really very spontaneous in this event as we are the 1st batch of people who are going there as motivators.

The week before, on the way to touch community for the very first briefing.






tia!~

Lerk thai!~

today marks the day that I'm finally out to shop with my sister and mummy. We went to bugis and the first stop was to check out the new mall, Iluma. To my surprise, it was quite empty, probably because a number of shops have yet to start their businesses there. I think banana republic will be there. I love the material of their clothings. We didnt want to eat there so mum wanted to bring us to a shop where they sell xiao long baos as sis has been complaining that she wanted some. We passed by a shop where there are xiao long baos but sis said, " there isnt any waitress serving us" so we left. In the end, we went to Lerk thai.

Their food was okay to me but I didn't like their tom yum. It lacks something but I can't explain. I'm not a food gourmet! We ordered their hor fun which mum ate, and tom yam noodles which sis had; mine was their set lunch which included, beef, fried dumplings, unripen papaya,tom yum and rice. I was full. To me, it was just satisfactory.

Thereafter we went to NLB and had to queue up to tap our cards, think they used their laptops to check our temperature or safety limits as they did not use any thermometer to check our temperature. I wanted to borrow books from Lee Kong Chian Reference Library but I couldn't find any borrowing station there. Then, I approached the staff there and they told me you cant borrow. So embarrasing! haha. It's okay. At least I went through some notes there.

We went shopping at BHG after library and sis got herself some stuffs and she also bought me a new pair of shoes from Muji. A birthday gift. How nice is that? Thanks so much. I hope I can fulfil your birthday wish this year.



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