Fear.

I was thinking, what's fear?

Fear is when you are afraid of something, something is calling you to hurt yourself, but when there is fear, God said, do not fear, for I am with you wherever you go, wherever you are, no matter where are you, He said; I am with you. He is your secret place, He is protecting you under His wings. " Be strong and of good courage, for I am with you wherever you go. "

My Lord said, He will never ever let me go. Never! Hes telling me you can to conquer your fear because He said " we are more than conquerors through Him who loves us." He gave me the verse, 1 Corinthians 13.

Its talking about what's love. Love is patient and kind, love endures all things, does not rejoice at wrong, but rejoices in right. =] Throughout all these years, I've learnt to let go and let God.

I have to learn and listen to what others is talking, and from there, I begin to understand the power of love. I remembered what God empowered me through His Love when I was very young. Yahweh.

Jehovah - Rohi - "Jehovah, my Shepherd" Psalm 23:1
Psalm 23

The Lord is my shepherd; I shall not want.
He makes me to lie down in green pastures;
He leads me beside the still waters.
He restores my soul;
He leads me in the paths of righteousness for His name sake;

Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death,
I will fear no evil;
For you are with me;
Your rod and your staff, they comfort me.
You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies;
You anoint my head with oil;
My cup runs over.
Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life;
And I will dwell in the house of the Lord forever.

where am I?

im totally lost.

no sense of direction.

nowhere to be found.

I miss where I used to belong.

what is happening to me?

give me the unity that i used to have.
the bonding. the kind of friendship that nobody else could give.

哎声叹气*

Life.

Whats life?

Life is full of ups and downs, and it means learning mistakes from people, everyone has a life to seek, a life that helps you to improve better. Why say so? When good things happen to baddies and bad things happen to goodies, .....

all that is life is unfair.

Life can be so amazing when you look unto the brighter side of life. When can such things happen? When you open yourself up and see the light. There can be positive outlooks on life only if you could open up the secret.

I know many people has been retrenched and are very affected by the economic downturn. God once told me, even when you are in your darkest days, Jesus will be leading you, because He's a lamp unto your feet, light unto your path. I never gave up throughout the darkest days of my life, and he brought me out of it. Alot of disappointments in people, seen failures, (even in works of myself), but God told me, hang on, the best is yet to be(ACS motto). I believe if we keep trying, we will succeed. Diligence before success(ZhongHua Primary's motto). Why am I typing this out? This is because everything that has breath will also want to strive, even for the better. Who doesnt want to improve? Everyone wants to have a better life each and everyday, but you must be contented with what you have. God loves us for who we are, not what we can be. We need God. His love is sufficient; the greatest love of all.

Hope, there is hope in everyone. Never look back into your past, for your past said, " I am dead. " Everyday is a brand new day, a brand new coming. Embrace the good future wonderfully. I know that the future is in your hands. The holy spirit leads and guides me everyday, my counsellor, my best friend. I miss where I used to be.

ALWAYS LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE OF LIFE!

=)

A song 4 u :

告诉他主唱： 何耀珊

词：李宗盛

曲：黄韵仁

我让自己惊讶

那么傻

面对人生变化

真的快乐在哪儿

都问啦

总是没有解答

当我遭遇困难关卡

孤身在天涯

每当我心里有话

就告诉他

告诉他

所有担心害怕

所有忧虑牵挂

我相信他一定有方法

就告诉他

告诉他

所以困惑挣扎

所有渴望缺乏

交给他

他是温柔光亮的灯塔

the 13th.

thanks to Shannon on 初13.
for accompanying me once again.
much loves. <3.

and to Jessica and Yin Fong for accompanying me on the eve of Valentines'!
to me,
valentine's day is just another normal day to me.
everyday is valentine's,
if you have love in your heart.
=)









there is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved.
thanks for the gifts;
=)!smileys.

初九 & 十

初九

went to Plaza Singapura to catch bride wars with Shannon.
forgetful me forgot to take pics with her though the camera is in the bag.
argh. remind me next time please,
=)





初十

planned to go to ECP with Yin Fong, but it was pouring like cats and dogs, I was praying in my heart, let me stop when she reaches, but it was still pouring.. then, we went to parkway parade to shop. and guess what, both of us got gifts for each other and another friend too. Quite surprisingly, then I know that this is because the Lord's plan is way higher than mine; so I was grateful for it.
=) when can I stop spending on clothes? I think every girl's desire is to be beautiful, because we only live once. One life, live it! ( quoted by M1 ).
I'm going into bags now.
No LVs, No Gucci, No Burberry, No Coach.
but something different.
what are youngsters doing nowadays.
DARE TO BE DIFFERENT!
laughing.

初三 & 初六

初三:

went to catch love matters with cousin Justin and my aunt. Quite funny, but I thought alls well that ends well seems better, maybe because 吴君如 is the lead actress!
=)






初六:

went out with Shannon to city hall and yes, the Little Nonya was there, but didnt really bother to look because there were way too many people there, how too even look? and Shannon was telling me, " haiya, you see them always on tv, then now see again, not sian meh? " And I was like, yeah, true. haha!
I enjoyed my day and I bought new flats from mphosis. who says during CNY cannot buy shoes? I even see chinese wearing black on CNY, about traditions and all, maybe because of the generation, the youngsters are not following customs already, and me too, I bought the flats because I wore the wrong shoe, which turns out to be my CNY shoe. this teaches me a lesson not to wear heels when you are going shopping.
LOL.
im sorry i forgot to take pics with you. Tuesday I will.
=)

The Singapore Zoological Gardens (初四)

初四, went to the Singapore Zoological Gardens to reminisce my past memories, went there with Adam, cousin 2 years back I guess. It was really an enjoyable experience and thanks to my aunt for the free tickets! =)

i really love this tortoise.. this reminds me of the story of the rabbit and tortoise race. No wonder tortoises can live longer than rabbits because they never give up, please dont get me wrong, I have no prejudices against rabbits, but I prefer tortoises. LOL.












the rainforest fights back is really a good show. If only I could find my USB cable for my phone, then video will be uploaded.. tsk.





Puma-the mountain tiger












tada!
I think the Zoo has better flowers than Sentosa's.
haha. grinz..
when can my dad bring me to IKEA?
CONGRATULATIONS, you finally bought your desired car.
I think God's plans are way higher than ours, it really scared me off when I saw smoke.
dont ask me about it anymore..
Laughing out Loud.

Happy "牛" year!

"牛" 转干坤吉星照
"年"年有余庆团圆
"行"运顺心事事成
"好"人好事天自佑
"运"筹峻幄展鸿图
预祝你及家人
"新年快乐"
"万事如意"


laughters after reading this.
enjoyed 初夕夜 and the 1st day of CNY.
as usual, we gathered together as a whole family to celebrate this joyous season.
and I am glad that everyone enjoyed themselves too.
Aha! more updates this after the fifth day of CNY.
enjoy this festive season~

with warmest wishes,
the always laughing
Claudine.
=]

harbourfront with her again!

haha... its you |.
that brightens up my day again.
hope alls well that ends well 2009 has made you laugh like crazy me.



without you in RP, i think im gonna suffer.
lets work hard and continue striving for this cause in RP.
no matter what tires you, lets move on and groove on.
and not give up on anything that has a hurdle.
striving for excellence is the motto.
enjoyment in life is everything.
=)

whatever it takes, whatever the cause, we belong to you and i.
i know i'm mushy.
but yes, you are.
another,
=]

without you.

主唱： 何耀珊
词：冷玩妹/谢布暐 曲：谢布暐/刘宝龙

没有你 我搬进向海的窗口
想念你 曾经圈住幸福的泡沫
没有你 才深深知道爱你没有理由
想念你 是我不甘寂寞的自由
不到最后 看不透的不好说
遗憾的 辛苦的 自己感受
离开你 我的寂寞 一动也不动
前门开着 是不是你 刚来过
没有你 我搬进向海的窗口
想念你 曾经圈住幸福的泡沫
没有你 才深深知道爱你没有理由
想念你 是我不甘寂寞的自由


credits: http://www.geocities.com/high_octave/meiyouni.htm

thanks to all those who were around me to support me during the last year of tough times.